How do You Deal With Autism Ignorance?

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After a conversation with a fellow parent of a child with autism, and after a slightly uncomfortable half hour one afternoon, I got to thinking: how do other people deal with stares and comments aimed at their child or their child’s behaviour?



One day, a couple of years ago, I took Tink to her swimming lesson. Her regular lesson on a Tuesday afternoon was cancelled that week, and they had offered us a place in a different class instead. It was much, much busier than her regular class and, obviously, had different children in it. There were also a lot of parents, grandparents, siblings and childminders spectating from the poolside (and it’s the teeniest, tiniest little pool ever!). They had clearly squeezed a few extra kids into the class and, therefore, one extra teacher too. It was busy!


Now, Tink had been going swimming for around seven months, and the kids and the parents/grandparents in her usual class had gotten to know her and her, er, funny little ways. Like how she never held the bar, despite being told repeatedly to ‘hold the bar’ (oh, how we all chuckled at her just doing her own thing every week!)  They knew that sometimes she cried out or shouted and some of them knew that she’s autistic. And that’s because we had a conversation about it. But we’ll come to that in a moment.



This particular day, however, the vast majority of the spectators and children did not know Tink. And when she became a little anxious as the pool was so crowded and she did not want to hold the bar, but wanted to be on her own in the middle of the pool instead of waiting her turn at the edge, she shouted and cried out and I could see one or two people looking at her, or exchanging glances with someone else. And I fixed a smile on my face and looked at her encouragingly and tried to ignore those looks. Then there was the little girl in the changing room who exclaimed, “a nappy?! Why has she got a nappy on?”  Her mum just pretended she hadn’t heard (maybe she was deaf?), and I just kept my back turned and ignored her.


Now, I’m not ashamed of Tink’s condition. Not remotely. Not at all. It’s just a part of her, not all of who she is, and she’s amazing. But it can put you in an awkward spot when a child has a ‘hidden’ condition such as autism. It’s not immediately obvious to most except the well-trained eyes that a child is on the spectrum.  It’s not as if she has a disability that is obvious, so people often  usually jump to the wrong conclusion when they see a child with autism ‘acting out’ – shouting, banging, flapping, rocking, screaming and so on.  The behaviours that our children cannot actually help doing, or are doing as a way of coping with sensory overload, or an uncomfortable situation are seen as odd, or weird by people ignorant to the condition (and that’s a lot of people!) And so, natural curiosity takes over and people stare. Some do it more furtively, some actually stand open-mouthed.  Then, the really rude ones might comment. Again, some do this more subtly, and some just come right out with it.



Then we, the parents, are in the predicament of ‘what do we do now?’. Part of me – a big part of me – wants to just say, “oh, she’s autistic. She can’t help it/doesn’t understand/hasn’t reached that level of social awareness yet.” Just to shut them up. To open up a dialogue, whereby we can talk more about the condition, thus increasing an individual’s awareness and understanding, so the next child they come across who, at first glance, appears to be misbehaving, may not actually be on the receiving end of a thoughtless stare or comment, as the individual will stop and think before they judge. And this is what I have done, on occasion, when I feel ‘safe’ that the person I’m talking to will be willing to listen and understand – and most people are interested, and want to know more.


But then the other part of me thinks, “why the hell should I? What bloody business is it of theirs?”  It’s our business if our daughter is autistic, not anyone else’s. It’s not our fault they’re ignorant and rude. Why should we have to justify Tink just being, well, Tink?  If her behaviour upsets them, so what? Bully for them. Especially if it’s a complete stranger, who will probably never cross our path again, like the parents at the pool that afternoon.  And so, like that day, I just fix a grin and hold my head high, whilst inwardly wishing the ground would swallow either me, or them, up.


So this is why, although we have Autism Awareness and Acceptance month, and it is so important, we need to ensure that we are making people aware all the time, so they can accept our autistic people for who they are without judgement, and without parents and carers feeling as if they’re having to confess to some dirty little secret.



How do you deal with the stares and comments? Leave me a (nice!) comment!

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I had a full on episode with one mum who insisted I should be keeping a closer eye on my child and he needed telling off for being naughty because he pulled her child. She was sat drinking tea and eating cake with her mates and I was like a hawk and was with him when he pulled her kid. I told her I could talk about the social graces all day long to him and it wouldn’t make a difference but perhaps she could teach her child (and herself) that not everyone is the same (amongst other heated words).… Read more »


Our children’s autism isn’t anyone’s business; no one’s. BUT, we sometimes think we have to educate the world about autism. Maybe we do 🙂 Kiddo has a wardrobe of Autism tee-shirts…some pretty *out there*……”Autism isn’t the Tragedy. IGNORANCE is the Tragedy” or “I have Autism. What’s your excuse?” or…well, we have LOTS of them! If we are going to be traveling or in a new situation (or I want to get a dig in with my SIL and her nasty kids), Kiddo wears one of his shirts….I let him choose which one and he has his favorites. There are plenty… Read more »